August 2011
3 posts
July 2011
4 posts
June 2011
4 posts
Don't mind this. I am just talking to myself out...
I currently WANT and NEED to buy Justin Nozuka’s albums again. I’ve somehow misplaced BOTH of them. Gah, I think they are in a box somewhere. But i need them now!!! I’m going through withdrawals. He is one of my musical influences. As well as Bombay Bicycle club which is becoming my all time favorite band. I need their CD Flaws too. Omg. I don’t use my itouch… i have...
May 2011
2 posts
April 2011
10 posts
March 2011
3 posts
Tonight was a good night. Prayer meetings have always been my friday evening activity. I know sometimes i stray away from church, prayer meetings, and anything to do with god but somehow i’m always led back to God. My discussion group had a really good talk. Lent is coming up and i learned a lot. The sacrafice, the pain, the torture we all go through it and it’s what we do that...
February 2011
3 posts
December 2010
1 post
November 2010
1 post
It's cold.
I’m at my dad’s and it’s about to be thanksgiving in an hour. Fuck, it’s cold here but i don’t mind. I kinda like it, but the only thing i hate is wearing socks to sleep. But i have to otherwise i’ll have frozen toes in the morning. Haha. The other thing i dislike is cold toliet seats. It’s like sitting on ice over here. I know, you are probably wondering,...
October 2010
10 posts
CUDDLE WEATHER?
It is cuddle weather.
BUT I ADVISE EVERYONE, wear a condom! harharhar. I’m only joking. Cause you know what cuddling leads too….LOL
Chase.
I’ve always been this way and i don’t think it’s going to change. I like the chase. I’m not a tease but once i’ve got the person i’ve been wanting all along. Things just seem too simple. I don’t know, i tend to make things complicated. If only there was someone out there who would challenge me and surprise me. I like a good mystery.
Alive.
I have never felt so alive. I think these past days i’ve come to be less robotic. I never used to cry or tear up. I feel myself being more sensitive. I’m not changing, I’m just learning things. I’m learning how to feel again. For so long i’ve been numb. I haven’t cared about things as much as i do now. I guess being without certain things in my life made me...
Angwin.
Angwin, is the most unexpect place. I never thought i’d end up here. It’s different. Bittersweet, but i like it here. Everyone is really nice. Nobody has really been rude or anything to me here. Well, not that i know of. But i love my GRAF girls and meeting their friends. I’m new here, but i feel like i’ve been here for a long time already. I appreciate everything my dad...
Truth>Lies
True statement. Truth over lies. Because the TRUTH is greater then lies. Lies can corrupt someone. It can make it seem like it’s their whole world is sought to be bigger then what it really is. It’s over exaggeration. It has fake written all over. Sometimes i wonder if it’s a mental problem and that people should really get help. But sometimes i realize people do it for attention...
Hi, my name is Kristal Kok and I have the coolest,...
kekeke.
Constantly and never ending.
Changing. Everything keeps changing. Sometimes it’s hard to grasp a hold of it all but it’s okay. I realize everything comes down the the truth and the strength in yourself. Sometimes it’s hard to do that. I know, i’ve doubted myself. I’ve been scared. I’ve been hurt. I’ve been broken. I’ve been destroyed. It only makes me stronger. Cliche as it...
September 2010
2 posts
Sometimes.
Sometimes, just sometimes…… i want to take my hand and slap you across the face……like literally. But i breath in and out for 10 seconds and i’m okay again. :D
August 2010
8 posts
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Cocky. It’s not cute. Cut that shit out….
2. I’m not to fond of boys who sag their pants. No go.
3. Disrespectful to the elderly. I hate that.
4. A fat ass uni brow is not to buisness. Let me…..pluck that for you.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1. My dad.
2. Krizel, my sister.
3. Nikki, my best friend.
4. Hylynly, wifey! :)
5. My mom.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Argue with my grandma when i was younger. She’s pretty cool and everytime i think about being mean to her i feel bad. :(
2. Date half the guys i’ve date cause none of them were worth it.
3. Get bunion surgery, THAT SHIT HURT LIKE HELL. (But maybe i shouldn’t complain cause my foot is better now.)
4. Eat a lot. Yeah, i’m a fatty now! lol
5. I wish i never allowed...
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot
1. School. School. And more school.
2. My parents and why they got divorced.
3. Death.
4. Love.
5. Senior year.
6. Boys.
7. Piercings.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Conversate with me about anything and everything with meaning behind your choice of topic. And remember things we’ve talked about and surprised me by remembering. (:
2. Sing to me. Even if you aren’t that good, it’s still cute if you try!
3. Be a gentlemen and open doors for me, pay the checks, or even let me pay sometimes, take me out to eat ice cream, meet my parents, walk...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself
1. I have to sleep with a lot of pillows or soft stuffed animals around me. Haha, I don’t know why. I guess it was a habit when i was younger to have pillows surround me.
2. My name is Kristal. I think it’s because my mom liked crystals. Like swarvioski crystals. But she wanted to spell it in a unique way. I really wish she spelled it with a “y” instead of an...
